tend to not be led to write a lot but this time my desire to tell and still leave a path that I remember certain events is mighty.
This morning I woke up very late, today is my day off, I was sleeping all the time, however, since in these days I have been unwell and I slept very little really just think that my own discomfort is due to the lack of rest, needless to then take all those vitamins in the form of assumed that I slip from time to time in the throat.
So after a little 'relaxation are strong, or at least it seems since last night believed to be influenced, but the thermometer does not lie only informed and fatigue. Today will be my first day of gym , look like one of those kids prepare for school folder, and then my brother continues to fuck with me, since the bag was signed, the designer shoes and all the other idiotic names I will take him, I also got the lock on the primacy of the cabinet.
all because this time I want to be motivated and I'm sure I will succeed in my attempt to become a beautiful ragazzuolo, not something that currently falls but a little 'healthy exercise is good.
I'm confused.
Time ago I met a guy in broad way, we stared at each other a lot and have a coffee, it was beautiful, intelligent and I can say that it was discreet in his manner, which inevitably was seducing me, so after sipping a cup of coffee (of course offered by him) exchanged, even correcting confirmed the numbers.
thought to tell the truth to meet just one of the boys used to chat, those with great prospects but then hard to get to the point or if they do disappoint you, I thought her photos were beautiful, I told him it was impossible, however this time, the wishes were well chosen, it was a nice guy in the flesh and not only on a hypothetical retouched picture, while talking also moved his hands dramatically, which, together with his shirt a bit 'sweaty lines and showed the outline of his arms with biceps that Haim, the cafe flew in the shortest possible time.
I was eating her hands, finally I said was right. The only flaw
his age thirty-six years taken as a twenty-three, then checked the arrogance with his identity card and took it around ... but maybe it was the right move to make, this fucking presumption of the time I set it aside.
We said goodbye with the hope to meet again, it was embarrassing to get up from the table, door (about a year ago, it was summer) a tight Capri pants that showed my penis hard, I was erect the whole time of the chat so I became red, but he did not notice, apparently not looked at my cock, but my eyes.
I never took his eyes off me even for thirty seconds. Too good to be me the one I thought and this made me die of jealousy for a person not known for thirty minutes, I was mad and ran to buy cigarettes at Spizzico the cathedral, I went in the bathroom and pee in those ceases but I was too shabby to be released, so I did a piss.
I noticed that the first sprays were whitish, I did not believe I had just wet with her green eyes and her white teeth, and did not know anything about him already I was in love with his head, I thought I could be her.
I came back to life, every day, I continued to feel it for chat, a few jokes every now and then.
One day at work called me and told me that if I pleased I could go to him in the evening, to be honest I did not really want to get out of work was destroyed and it was raining outside, that shit day in the summer it rains, I It all seemed tired against the meeting, but I told myself I will call.
This was, after three days of cute sms chats insistent agreed.
I put a shirt, a pair of jeans and I was ready for it.
His mental game he deceived me, I was a moron, an idiot and did not ask me this time with the presumption because he did not say what job he did, in fact asked me but I insisted I did not want to be heavy, did not want to ruin everything. Yet, I smelled it too, a house in San Babila furnished beautiful, too much money everywhere, did not touch anything.
Cooked chicken and I introduced myself with a bottle of red wine (I wanted to be gallant, but I knew that it was useful to me to melt) "I do not drink" said .. but do not drink like I said, "you are teetotal" .. Well at least one glass, and tasted this time I was cocky, but I inevitably had to finish me the whole bottle.
After dinner we got gave me a kiss table and after a cigarette started kissing long crawl to the bedroom, I can not stop laughing, had a beautiful house, "what do you do?" said, "tell me what do you do" but nothing, so turn down the lights and began to massage her back.
began to feel his tongue through my my body was face down on me and he was very good and went down to the ass, I did not turn around to see what he was doing was ecstatic but I felt the palms of his open my hands your ass and then her tongue was a thrill of fear, you can not describe it, but I really can not tell you just seemed to me that it was eating, he said, "You're an ass beautiful "and I said," he continues, please more .. ".
He put a finger, then two and then three, his kisses on her neck were magic, I put it in his mouth and I put it in his mouth, I wished it, I called with my moaning, so put the condom in four seconds was inside me, we became one and then gradually more and more 'strong, I remember that I asked: "Please put on the wall" ... I loved this thing and contented.
the fuck was more 'beautiful of my life.
There were boyfriends, lovers and friends to do that and I fucking like him, seemed made for each other.
remained for a long time to embrace on the bed while the sweet notes of a song surround the environment, "then you do not want to just tell me" I said, but he did not answer.
then I went to the balcony to smoke a last cigarette before you go away, and approached him from behind, I felt so embraced for the last time his powerful arms.
I said whispering in his ear: "you grew up in a hurry," I waved goodbye to his head and taking me to the door.
Do not ask me why, but a little 'pride, a little' time and never saw him again ', were replaced by other stories, other people other friends, but it' s nothing left of him. One evening together
the group of friends went for a second time to review the "Devil Wears Prada" at some point I was grasping the arm ... Fabrizio and I turned around: it was him, I did the party I went too fast but I was missing 5 minutes to 'start of the show tickets and still had to do "what did you end Fabrizio?" our eyes never stopped to fix, hugged me and walked away with the hope to meet again soon .. I call him murmured.
I did not, but last week chatting in a park with the latest in turn asked me what was my most 'beautiful shiny trumpet and everything back in my head ... I do not remember his name I told him, but I call it , I have to do it.
So this morning I send him a text message and after thirty seconds here's the answer: "Hello Fabrizio, I remember you all right, I'm fine. I'm back with my ex-wife, I want a baby, for now, I okay. ".
Despite the warm day in Milan I was shocked, still can not comprehend.
are the 20:58 I just got back from the gym, I swear I did a good boy and I have not watched the bird to anyone but a black boy who seemed na statue and had a member absurd, I could not watch it playing with his business in his hands.
are exhausted and tired, but I think this text messaging morning.
I do not know if I'm "wrong" or if the others are "wrong". not grab it while it is true that we can make mistakes, change or backtrack , am forced unfair not to have played my cards before, but I find a dark thought that echoes in my head, how can you love a woman, then again a man and a woman then ..
I do not understand and are confused, yet there broods ... maybe it's true that we must seize the moment.
I had a busy day.
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