Sunday, December 9, 2007

How To Make Sweet Popcorns

AWARENESS OF HARASSMENT COMPLAINT FOR WANTING TO CHANGE

There are people who come into our lives for ten minutes , people who come into our lives to give us something more valuable , who crossed it for sixty seconds and no , people who leave messages and people who in my case I fuck and they go, sometimes not even know the name of those people .. Why? Why I do not care if something is not quite share sex.
Finally today I have some 'time to myself, gym work and I seem insurmountable, but thanks to a combination of god and the combination works goes on.
What is breaking your ass if we've just finished eating
13 profitterol fed with the pear juice do not know, but maybe I need this because, paradoxically, tomorrow I will have another tough day is all this sweetness I am consoled.
Time has brought us the holidays, the summer looks to me like a mile away but seems to have spent a very short time, I doubt to cross the sea very soon, if my prediction was with my friend for a vacation in Zanzibar in late March that it probably will jump again I will be hospitalized in February or March, but then I'm better looking ...
.
This morning I woke up a little 'reverse many hours I slept last night, and my choice did not go out yesterday because I was or apart from the week, I'd wake up this morning just like I did not sleep you can wake up refreshed ... not wait to sleep again? I'm so going on msn, I chose a buddy to fuck and have invited me home for the sixteen, a process by afraid that I did not think twice kicked out of home.
chats cheat often do you see these beautiful horses and then you get home the kids ... I do not beat me by goats, so with a bitter taste or rather with his mouth still too empty and hungry I went on the safe side, I'm back on msn and I chose a bad neighbor that first summer I had proven to me and fucked on his bed while I was a sheep all the time, I was nervous and I needed a little beat me '.
I'm nervous when I'm sick to the stomach do not know if it happens to many others but I can not understand why at least once a week I get the cagarella, my doctor says it is a form of stress, but I do not feel particularly stressed, do not know the disease and does not seem to have a life very different from that of my Coet ANEI unless some responsibility more.
was so long that you do not post anything
me, in Rome I was fine, two days flew like two seconds, but many memories firmly in my mind, an engaging
group of guys that I was overwhelmed with the sound of Raffaella, bizarre but unique experience.
I had a very profitable business of sex, but now I'm open to something more important, I know it sounds strange but even today while I was fucking blood to the newest member felt that maybe my way was not what it I thought that instead of the last something I care, I care about and whose name resonates often not only the display of my mobile phone but also in my head.
watch TV with you has been relaxed and friendly atmosphere.
I was good to hold your hand to look into your eyes and believe that I still want that .. if you want.
You must forgive me if I am now a bitch, I often ask my friend if you are Daniel and he says no, because I do not pay, but then why Daniel I can not stop? Daniel says they are only hungry.
If Santa Claus will bring me something this year I want a peaceful and normal person next to me, a person who knows how to keep my head, a person who knows how to love me. I do not think I can
loving aq
ualcuno, I could attach it again, but are free to head, I am personally I will be fine and if anything was something more, like chocolate that good, because as I said personally own is really good with Fabrizio.
Fabrizio But I am ... If
precarious is my desire to continue down this road, sure it is love that I feel for certain people who are beside me and there are still too is their fault that I now feel fully happy and full of kindness, but you know friends do not you choose them it will force his hand, friends are the friends section. If nature creates
but often destroys the time I am told, better go buy some chicken for tonight I just finished eating and I have already hunger, yet.

The clock is ticking, time runs, time flows, time flows, time flows, time flows, time flows , time passes, the te mpo
flows, time flows, time flows, time flows, time flows, the time passes, time passes, time passes, time passes, time passes, time passes, the time plays, time passes, time passes, time passes, the time s runs, time flows, time flows, time flows, time flows, time passes, time passes, time passes ....
Happy holidays to all.

Saturday, November 3, 2007

Plasma Center San Marcos



There are times and days when you wonder why your life run more frantically you there are times and days when you wonder why this does not go as you want and then There are days when you think things will improve.
difficulties I have gone through this last month and now when I look and smile and thank God because I had the strength to react the right way and how they taught me.
I did not think could happen, to go so far and I did not think to me that basically I've always had some dealings with the girls which I have always felt more mature and intelligent than men.
This time of course I played my cards wrong or I have not played their best I just suffered. Monday, October 8
CA while I do my usual work, never before seen a colleague placed behind me I did not know before and had never seen before, now began to disturb my work with annoying questions and considerations, offensive and inappropriate, on which were my taste, what I liked and if I were her boyfriend. More
'times I asked to stop, but regardless of my words with irony and challenge still bothersome, distracting them from my regular service, annoying so to attract the attention of my superior that intrigued us wondered what was going on. Miss
perhaps she felt humiliated and offended by my no.
I never said no to a girl, I have not had to do because I've never had to get to this point.
I always avoided sex because my taste but not express them fully at work where I think there should a "certain" seriousness and say "certain" because I am a playful even in that area.
But a girl no, I never thought, I do not like and did not believe could come to that same juncture the same fellow got up and went against my person attacked first with violent blows, then kicking (regardless of the presence of my head to calm down and my colleagues beside me do their work) was still screaming and threatening me warned me that I would wait down in the courtyard at term labor "make me pay."
Pay for what? For refusing or pretended not to understand? At 0:05
finished my turn, I started leaving in the company of some colleagues, Outside, waiting along with the bitch was also her boyfriend, and because the bitch was not even told the guy there was trying but thought it well to tell a guy to my alleged "harassment" and the furious type not thought about it twice, in turn, to attack me and slap me with threats and insults. Me and the
are taken for no reason. Obviously the girl
fired, he continued to threaten but was just smart because going by the police did not think well that despite her complaint of harassment to report a fag like me would just laugh because the police .
But what a fag complaint for sexual harassment to a woman?!?!
I did not think that in my life where the days go on a lift as I could ever be terminated by a woman for sexual harassment, I do not believe it, we do not want to believe.
so I spent days in the house, pursued by day these two thugs, one day in police barracks just competent, laughter and tears, so many tears because I with my shield so I did not think to go not so fast.
Above and below my mood, sometimes cheerful for the paradox, sometimes worried and fearful.
Days when I was forced at home for a week from work, days when I had to spend the time to clean my feathers and I have to think why such events happen, why it should attract the attention of those who often do not I'm interested.
's been days, hours and minutes since then but the memory and fear are still alive inside me, just in disbelief and embarrassment for a very distinguished and polite phrase: "Forgive me, I'm doing my job, but thank you anyway for your attention."
rest at home tonight, finally.
They were really heavy these days between work, gym, dentists, and much sex.
I know I'm always direct about this, but I think now may be the case to find someone who can give me singular moments, moments with something "more" but then I turn and I turn around and new ones are always dicks.
not even remember the guy's name this afternoon, probably I did not even ask her name, ten minutes ago I received a text message in which I told her that he wanted to see me and that is
was good ... but good thing? Bella a ride? A cumshot? .. What could have been beautiful this afternoon? I deleted his number, I do not like repeating myself either sex, if not with my boyfriend .. but what is love.
now would be a shame to deprive of all this sex, of these moments and these cocks especially in this period where I wanted collapse.
Living alone, alone it is difficult to boys and I thought it was a walk ... you dick, how many times we took overwhelmed by the idea that living alone is great? Not so, it is not.

I neglected a lot of friends at this time, I came out very pretty, but I will refer in Rome and then there are many ongoing projects .. hopefully good.

E 'come winter my feet that are asking me officially a warm shelter, but at home I like being barefoot terribly.
I keep my hair curly as nervousness I had to dissolve in my blood these days, one thing is certain: do not ask why Fabrizio is a heartless or because they can be so hopelessly hampered because these pieces always create a impassable wall is more of course the worst is always mine.
I do not know is what I am not, I can not
to be indifferent to some silly comments that often leaves me on this blog, I think I look and sometimes it becomes the subject of the evening with friends.
I say this now and do not intend to repeat , I do not need to insult and attention without meaning, if I write in this blog that I think my space is small because I like to compare, review and understand.
Coping does not mean insulting, so we welcome criticism, but now free insults, offenses nonsense will be rejected.
This is not because I do not agree with the opinion of others but because I believe that education comes before everything. If you do not like not
leggetemi not discuss or try to sue but weighted the cause this time, my excuse would be once too strong.
Balliamoci goes on ..
soon ...

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Baby Bearded Dragon With Ear Infection

, HUMBLE MASTER SMALL WONDERS


Woods, plants , algae and natural objects depicted by real
Discovery and design : Cyclades Islands (Aegean) and Crete
Technique: China ink on paper (small size)
.
Root Marine


Root and plant grass

map torn from the sea coast

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Trojan Regular And Magnum

FABRIZIO AND DANCES TO HIS HOUSE

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Saturday, September 15, 2007

What Is Lifetime Fitness

CI SARA' A GOOD HOTEL FOR PEOPLE WITH A LITTLE BONES 'ROUTES FROM THESE PARTS TONIGHT

Caresses and hands,
eyes in my eyes sometimes hurt.
Fabrizio is a melancholic boy, sometimes a young man full of contradictions. Five
bat and a pat, a caress as I love to stretch the happiness dissipated long ago.
Not that I'm unhappy, but sometimes live alone and in silence, you feel the immense old wounds that burn, return slowly to open up and hurt, just the hurt that haim thought to have closed a long time.
I do not want to hear me say that I'm still hurting, I have not forgotten, these words give me tremendous discomfort but what burns me is the rage, the one for my failure to not understand how it was wrong to trust, what exactly is due the end of a love, a love you thought was great.
What is black and white thing I ask myself every day , what is the meaning of a kiss, a promise that if he is not respected, and because two people can ripeterselo with vomiting and saying it: "Do not You will never leave "and then what?
bad it hurts you, because I can not trust now, eternally self-control I use the brain even now after two years, maybe they will spend ten, fifteen, I know .. but every time is not a new result "makes sense" to a caress, I wonder why you do me a pat and have this eternal self-control is terrible, I feel stupid when a little boy after I emptied the balls and enjoyed myself, even even before coming into my brain I repeat, do not fall in love you do not fall in love with Fabrizio.
In my heart, my soul are eternally barbed wire, gates insurmountable, huge halls that do not find peace, long thoughts and very quiet and I think there is nothing to be seen whether today I want to fuck and at times like this I feel terribly alone, thinking about that last thought that I could be a person who has something to give.
There's nothing to figure out if now I'm thinking, if only a few months ago you were here in my house (it is only 3 months, maybe four) but I stuck in the bud, nipped a delivery, an abortion also quite precarious Fabrizio why can not I tell you love, Fabrizio can not, not now.
So you're gone, you one after another eternal assembly line. I thought Fabrizio
Slam!, Handsome boy from a chance and tanned, try it is also intelligent but nothing.
I think, been through this if I think defeated because my anger is not to find the reason why a story might end , because it can hurt and pain that you drag on your life every day, so now I can be judged on a bed while a groan and the other one after another, a cumshot after another but maybe not today, I would be meeting with the feeling if we just did, if only I were capable, if only I had not loved to see how bad do remain burned to have played with fire. For
charity we all passed, but for me it is different, I think it's different.
not be told then that are a bitch, I do not know the true love that I suck just because they do a little 'gray color in the life of this great city, rolling up blankets of different colored Ikea and several apartments.
look outside without seeing what's inside of me and so people , judge them feel their eyes, because they say that I am a cool guy, aloof, a guy who pulls it, but what do they know these people?.
I first posted them alone, but mentally and talk and gossip causing violent impulses, is to my indifference to my compassion.
So they are, one and twenty minutes early, the radio plays in the living room and I write here in front of the monitor of my feelings that do not make me reread for the big laugh, you're a dissociated Fabrizio either do not understand what you want because you want it and reread it after you risk going to erase all things have two or hoping you get to bed in 'affection of your colleagues tomorrow afternoon or I'll put on another shirt and you go to dance, to what end? To find another one and then at the end ... I will drink again
good wine, red.
I am hanging in the middle of an artificial blue, I look around me and I want to keep their eyes closed, closed for one of those waiting for a soft caress, a stroke which has not prejudiced because I would not see who it is that gives me, there would be no dark hair, muscles, height, beauty ... it would be a blow hot for me, a breath of clean, let me re-open the heart.
I am here waiting and endless days go by I do not think that sooner or later someone will touch the heart again, there is no going back this is clear .. Well one thing is that I understood and that every person leaves a mark, every story, every moment and every moment has to do with you and sooner or later take to slap your destiny and your sadness.
How I repeat that I am wrong, as I would not let me go but sometimes you feel the heat .. are your loved ones, friends and those who do not wear smiles, thanks god .. those not.
I closed the choice is not mine, I do not ever to win but this time I think I have reached the summit. Fabrizio can no longer 'in love.
I fucked up shit to write all ste.
Fabrizio is sick but there is no cure it.

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Revell Normandie Model

Thoughts little worthy of one of the night in a small apartment but very comfortable because you only live once ... perhaps??!

I do not understand.
This world is very strange .. Before
made me paranoid because I loved the details, go to dinner, a chat and told me that because I did not give me the menavo ass and not materialize.
Now I just want to fuck and enjoy the people seem dazed, deep in
their thoughts, unspecific, unsure, uncertain, unable to understand or want to fuck
and above.
Because I want it more ..
But here it seems like only chatting
while I (as usual) to say what I think.
someone can wake up these people.

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Marsoc Vs Army Ranger

THE END OF SUMMER EVER FOR LIFE .. Barter?

I flew via Rome Fiumicino , my return flight was not direct, but you know that in this period is always completely full and even if you want to take a plane, sometimes you have to compromise.
not remember Rome airport so great, I went out to smoke my second cigarette of the day and in addition to having been molested by a girl I could not warm enough 'to return to the departures, thank God a nice gentleman with the accent somewhat hick reminded me in his language which was a sort of elevator to go upstairs, but burino informed.
Rome is beautiful, even its own airport but it is undoubtedly the Romans themselves are too vague, too ill-prepared and a guy like me pluriordinato die here.
Even my vacation is over.
When a vacation ends up not just a beautiful little boy staring at you like this come out here to make you forget you're coming home, the routine, at work and your many commitments (which in the end are always the same thing) but maybe now it is better to enjoy the little boy is better that I go, I would not want to run away and not the case because someone had to say goodbye at the airport gave me pack, I think people are a bit 'unconscious.
I'm in Milan, at last.
Return home with a terrible pain is not unusual if your mother fills you 36 kilos of luggage .. are just a Southerner.
Here it rains, Rc looked like another world ... the south seems another world.
I was fine and I have to thank all the friends I have observed the sea on which Sicily is mirrored by other eye, before returning home made me very badly, along with it because I had many memories, many good memories associated with my country who are inevitably going to crumble ... the close watch of the night while you are standing on the shore and the breeze that you salt June 'the shirt is an indescribable emotion, your eyes see, your arms feel, and you can not breathe the smell of freedom unconsciously thinking that you are a small but very busy city.
You are one step from there to your memories and you can hear not being afraid of everything that you do not know, all of your insecurities that you have but you weigh that much of what you've become and what that you are, but you can hear those things and so I learn to look in a different way as the music and the weirs of thousands of people among their cocktails and celebratory shouts are behind you.
I know I have a tear away, but no one and nothing is forever in our lives, just close your eyes and things will return to forever, because I have become what they are, do not say goodbye and not tell people not to that there were in this period were fundamental and important, because thanks to their absence I understand their importance.
This month will be intense for me, I live alone and officially after moving all the stuff in the new house, now I will have to starts doing odd jobs here and there.
I want to thank all the friends and not, as the previous post was filled for better or for worse especially haim .. lots of comments.
If you loved this summer you probably had a good thing , but you know everything is over is probably the next does not mean that it is not better .. is certainly a hope but it's our way of life.
are very dark my skin color is a milk chocolate and yet it all seems a waste of time with this gray, so after breakfast I remember the guy who kept me company last night, a part of my body is pretty much shattered, and burn ... are precisely come home!.
A warm hug to all, we start again :-)
Tell me about your summer? *

Saturday, June 23, 2007

What Happens When Your Rack Ends Go On Your Car



Sometimes I realize that maybe there is something that I really miss, though I like to look for it.
The sea did not even land him, and all those who are listening, here and there where the sun is born and dies. (Giovanni Verga)
I wish all
a wonderful summer.
Enjoy! soon Fabrizio

Monday, June 18, 2007

How Many Wifi Connections Can Supported

Sure, I will pray! Because for me, hope is important!

I will walk, and I fear ...
But I walk, I walk ... As long as evening! And my goal is distant, I know! The road hard, exhausting, I know! And I will meet, rain, wind, fog ... The heart challenge, stillness ... Of those desert sands! If you want to live, back, I will not look! will deal with my enemies ... defeat them! And a thousand other trails ... tempted! And 'the adventure that moves, my steps! And without the courage ... What would I be?! I do not know! Dens of hyenas, lions and snakes ... Much better, here!
These animals, despite instincts, they know the reality ... I think? Even the jungle, has its laws, its democracy! But does not kill the feelings ... For pure megalomania ... I think? Man to man, made a little 'ahead, no artillery! Show me your teeth, let me see, What is your strength ... You see me? ... I will not stop for anyone and anything! Of course, I will pray! Because for me, hope is important! Because I trust in heaven ... And I believe in me! Why let that dream, where there ... Why let another live for you ... And I can not stop this ... ever! Way ... way ... Maybe I will meet again ... You'll see! The jungle! The jungle! Man to man, made a little 'ahead, no artillery! Show me your teeth, let me see, What is the strength, your ... Do you see me? the jungle!

Sunday, May 27, 2007

Internal Creampie 2010

want to keep patience? FACTS AN EX.

everyone has had a former boyfriend everyone has had a former boyfriend everyone has had a former boyfriend everyone has had an ex boyfriend each of us has had a former boyfriend everyone has had a former boyfriend of each n or had an ex boyfriend everyone has had a former boyfriend
Sometimes
when anger with you , when you want to beat your neighbor who just then to ask is: "Hello, Fabrizio you milk?" When would you scream at the world, burning the towels in the bathroom .. in that case and just what you need to stay calm in what? .. made an ex!.
The ex-boyfriend has now become an asset of all, each of us has had a former boyfriend who is leaving on good terms who the worst of the worst-case scenario.
I belong to the latter category.
Over time I learned to make fun of some heavy situations that may arise, some terrifying events .. with the short time we all learn to be calm and accumulate (if not for all the times that we hear from friends ear, stay cool, stay cool, stay cool ..).
I open this post in showing you the worst conditions, how and why the person who loved you so much and who has always whispered sweet words can turn into one of those nasty monsters, evil, arrogant, malicious only cartoons we used to sailormoon see, mind you I have been one of those with the salami on the eyes (it's normal when you're in love) and I never cry over spilled milk but anyway I've always tried not to hold a grudge but simply to rationalize things The events, the bad experiences. Here's what came out:
"Love, I'm leaving you because I need to be a po'solo, I reflect on my life and the great changes that have upset my routine ... you're a wonderful person and you do not deserve any evil, we say goodbye I do not want to anger! We must accept the reality that we are not meant for each other! Well I found out only after two years "... . Well better late than never fucking animals respond, but then do not do this already at that time trying to find the last bit of calm that remains when a story ends, right under the shoes.
Get the shot and you go, you lord / a.
So it should be ... but ... here is that your ex Dall'Ora turns in my most 'ugly monster never existed, and thus begins the persecution being conscious and unconscious. (Stage I do not wish it on anyone). Attention please, hence the prosecution phase. If you do the same job
absolutely urge him fired, but if you have power you can do so without exposing yourself too gradual, as you know the former is a bad breed of those who get to make their own group with your colleagues just to make you die and burn the blood, so unflinchingly go directly from the head to say that if he does not go away go away you.
Hence the former is unleashed and begins to tell on the grapevine that you're a bad race, but always emphasizing who has been with you (if you're in vogue at that time) and that you are a mature person ... well, then start the first counterintuitive. Former
this shows a bastard race, evil, bad, criminal.
therefore begins to approach all my sexual differences, probably not knowing that the differences were simply due to incompatibility of character or because unlike what you do not believe you do dogs and pigs .. the fool is thought, therefore, as if anybody cares rubarveli still enjoying the merchandise so if he believes them there is blowing his nose and emphasizing some of them right in the middle of a lemonade, "I wonder what would he think if he knew Fabrizio us .... " But what do I think
idiot? That you're an idiot is thinking like the person you're kissing!
This game hurts a lot but people are now aware of what is going to be the former begins to lure the group, where he is, there are problems .. this is a phrase I heard often from strangers.
but I think that is just to forget the former is capable of believe that another is better for yourself and then asking around: "Well he's better than Fabrizio is not it?" Almost as if to put people on a scale What is a comparative
normal.
But the former must be convinced that you are no longer 'you the most' beautiful could then start to kiss and he did the dogs, .. rejects of society the girls 'and boys more bad' bad if you are in kilometers quietly smoking a cigarette with your friends just to be seen, while enjoying a your glance.
Beware the former is believed could therefore be confused bisexual .. ahhahahahahahahah.
course from here copy and paste msn began to circulate: "I love her hairy pussy" then it could become national commercials to his presence. Former
continues to love yourself subconsciously thinking that might be the only one of its problems just because you're a nice guy and you're appreciated, and then begins to seek prey elsewhere.
It 's a sin, but strive to allow such prey of other cities are starting to look for asking for explanations about the strange psychotic behavior adopted.
Obviously, this takes you into a beast, since you have no intention to get the former from your ex, despite the blonde hair and blue eyes / green, the material often does not draw, I think it's absurd that even from other cities can reach you. But it happened.
Children's strange because you would hate to often do not remember having an ex, but I think this dirty game apply to everyone, not just suffering but because sometimes you'd like to turn the page , really left their mark behind your back. Here
so that the former could read your blog and post a comment you obviously unwelcome, where he tells you he loved and still can not greet you because when you look into the eyes feel something magical .
Yes, I know what you think, as I would like to spit in the eye but nothing .. does not want to find peace instead of yourself that you continue to get to know people that if they are inevitably done (and do not ask why! ..'ve eliminated the poor directly feasible from the list of men), is short .. keep going as it should be. No?.
impossible to imagine: The only guy who has not had contact with your ex keeps complaining because your anus is tight and continues to exclaim: "Is it possible that your ex has not worked?" .. Well no, it worked ... but you never told anyone that your ex was equipped with mini-and that therefore any sexual relationship was very simple and low dilator?.
But sometimes it is love that matters.
So inevitably the days go by the former still continues to shine with reflected light, comes on and turns off shine but its light is scarce despite everything you touch turns to gold for him like honey to bees, the former is undaunted, trained, practiced, experienced, and wants to eliminate dangerous because it does not exist just because you make trouble, because he wants the attention that never again 'will receive.
Your patience, however, also increases if you have a limit, I can not tell what the threshold will be the straw that broke the camel, however, I suggest you do not make you an ex if you do not have the balls to look ahead (of course that you can not know when a story begins).
not believe that will leave you in peace. Former
now I have them cataloged before or then meet them again forever.
I believe that sometimes you have to go back because you lost something, or a message that was delivered was forgotten in his pocket. A well-considered path allows you to go back without any major problems, but not to return by the former. I do not do it, but you will have learned how to keep patience, all is not lost because you did a great journey with yourself and sobbing bitter pill after pill ... you too will exclaim: But you left me no excuse?
Just and fuck.

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Aftermarket Snowmobile Hoods

Who can say where the road goes where the day flows, only time

I drank your drink, you kept me company, though when you're tired once again become nostalgia, there is no there is not magic.
You In all my beach, where the sky is really blue and they never rains.
I come away, fantasy ..
much I miss my land.

Friday, April 20, 2007

Images Of A Person Smoking

remorse it was wrong and did not think of BEFORE

tend to not be led to write a lot but this time my desire to tell and still leave a path that I remember certain events is mighty.

This morning I woke up very late, today is my day off, I was sleeping all the time, however, since in these days I have been unwell and I slept very little really just think that my own discomfort is due to the lack of rest, needless to then take all those vitamins in the form of assumed that I slip from time to time in the throat.
So after a little 'relaxation are strong, or at least it seems since last night believed to be influenced, but the thermometer does not lie only informed and fatigue. Today will be my first day of gym , look like one of those kids prepare for school folder, and then my brother continues to fuck with me, since the bag was signed, the designer shoes and all the other idiotic names I will take him, I also got the lock on the primacy of the cabinet.
all because this time I want to be motivated and I'm sure I will succeed in my attempt to become a beautiful ragazzuolo, not something that currently falls but a little 'healthy exercise is good.
I'm confused.
Time ago I met a guy in broad way, we stared at each other a lot and have a coffee, it was beautiful, intelligent and I can say that it was discreet in his manner, which inevitably was seducing me, so after sipping a cup of coffee (of course offered by him) exchanged, even correcting confirmed the numbers.
thought to tell the truth to meet just one of the boys used to chat, those with great prospects but then hard to get to the point or if they do disappoint you, I thought her photos were beautiful, I told him it was impossible, however this time, the wishes were well chosen, it was a nice guy in the flesh and not only on a hypothetical retouched picture, while talking also moved his hands dramatically, which, together with his shirt a bit 'sweaty lines and showed the outline of his arms with biceps that Haim, the cafe flew in the shortest possible time.
I was eating her hands, finally I said was right. The only flaw
his age thirty-six years taken as a twenty-three, then checked the arrogance with his identity card and took it around ... but maybe it was the right move to make, this fucking presumption of the time I set it aside.
We said goodbye with the hope to meet again, it was embarrassing to get up from the table, door (about a year ago, it was summer) a tight Capri pants that showed my penis hard, I was erect the whole time of the chat so I became red, but he did not notice, apparently not looked at my cock, but my eyes.
I never took his eyes off me even for thirty seconds. Too good to be me the one I thought and this made me die of jealousy for a person not known for thirty minutes, I was mad and ran to buy cigarettes at Spizzico the cathedral, I went in the bathroom and pee in those ceases but I was too shabby to be released, so I did a piss.
I noticed that the first sprays were whitish, I did not believe I had just wet with her green eyes and her white teeth, and did not know anything about him already I was in love with his head, I thought I could be her.
I came back to life, every day, I continued to feel it for chat, a few jokes every now and then.
One day at work called me and told me that if I pleased I could go to him in the evening, to be honest I did not really want to get out of work was destroyed and it was raining outside, that shit day in the summer it rains, I It all seemed tired against the meeting, but I told myself I will call.
This was, after three days of cute sms chats insistent agreed.
I put a shirt, a pair of jeans and I was ready for it.

His mental game he deceived me, I was a moron, an idiot and did not ask me this time with the presumption because he did not say what job he did, in fact asked me but I insisted I did not want to be heavy, did not want to ruin everything. Yet, I smelled it too, a house in San Babila furnished beautiful, too much money everywhere, did not touch anything.
Cooked chicken and I introduced myself with a bottle of red wine (I wanted to be gallant, but I knew that it was useful to me to melt)
"I do not drink" said .. but do not drink like I said, "you are teetotal" .. Well at least one glass, and tasted this time I was cocky, but I inevitably had to finish me the whole bottle.
After dinner we got gave me a kiss table and after a cigarette started kissing long crawl to the bedroom, I can not stop laughing, had a beautiful house, "what do you do?" said, "tell me what do you do" but nothing, so turn down the lights and began to massage her back.
began to feel his tongue through my my body was face down on me and he was very good and went down to the ass, I did not turn around to see what he was doing was ecstatic but I felt the palms of his open my hands your ass and then her tongue was a thrill of fear, you can not describe it, but I really can not tell you just seemed to me that it was eating, he said, "You're an ass beautiful "and I said," he continues, please more .. ".
He put a finger, then two and then three, his kisses on her neck were magic, I put it in his mouth and I put it in his mouth, I wished it, I called with my moaning, so put the condom in four seconds was inside me, we became one and then gradually more and more 'strong, I remember that I asked: "Please put on the wall" ... I loved this thing and contented.
the fuck was more 'beautiful of my life.
There were boyfriends, lovers and friends to do that and I fucking like him, seemed made for each other.
remained for a long time to embrace on the bed while the sweet notes of a song surround the environment, "then you do not want to just tell me" I said, but he did not answer.
then I went to the balcony to smoke a last cigarette before you go away, and approached him from behind, I felt so embraced for the last time his powerful arms.
I said whispering in his ear: "you grew up in a hurry," I waved goodbye to his head and taking me to the door.
Do not ask me why, but a little 'pride, a little' time and never saw him again ', were replaced by other stories, other people other friends, but it' s nothing left of him. One evening together
the group of friends went for a second time to review the "Devil Wears Prada" at some point I was grasping the arm ... Fabrizio and I turned around: it was him, I did the party I went too fast but I was missing 5 minutes to 'start of the show tickets and still had to do "what did you end Fabrizio?" our eyes never stopped to fix, hugged me and walked away with the hope to meet again soon .. I call him murmured.
I did not, but last week chatting in a park with the latest in turn asked me what was my most 'beautiful shiny trumpet and everything back in my head ... I do not remember his name I told him, but I call it , I have to do it.
So this morning I send him a text message and after thirty seconds here's the answer: "Hello Fabrizio, I remember you all right, I'm fine. I'm back with my ex-wife, I want a baby, for now, I okay. ".
Despite the warm day in Milan I was shocked, still can not comprehend.
are the 20:58 I just got back from the gym, I swear I did a good boy and I have not watched the bird to anyone but a black boy who seemed na statue and had a member absurd, I could not watch it playing with his business in his hands.
are exhausted and tired, but I think this text messaging morning.
I do not know if I'm "wrong" or if the others are "wrong".
not grab it while it is true that we can make mistakes, change or backtrack , am forced unfair not to have played my cards before, but I find a dark thought that echoes in my head, how can you love a woman, then again a man and a woman then ..
I do not understand and are confused, yet there broods ... maybe it's true that we must seize the moment.
I had a busy day.

Sunday, April 15, 2007

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The Prince was an idiot, YES .. THE PRINCIPLE CRETIN

am an asshole, an asshole.
Fabrizio I wonder are you driving? And above all I ask, and I often wonder why I talk about me in third person in the lives of everyday life that easily, that the alarm clock, smoke, work, sun lamps and small imperfections that make me in crisis .. ok, so not mine, are unbalanced.
Perhaps the third person serves as a companion I would, I feel less alone with myself and with my third person and I would like autocriticarmi if I had a boyfriend, because I challenge you to find something good in me after many "yes." I do not want a boyfriend condescending, in fact I do not want a boyfriend.
I'm fascinated by my self and do not want to hear the same old song of the people who say they want a sex partner but not the first to do that eventually, if it proceeded in reverse?
I quit smoking and I'm counting the days because it comes the first of August to start over, just because my principle idiot and deprivation of many things I have in me says I can not light a cigarette tasty magnificence on the couch with his legs crossed and sucking slowly.
My principles are often idiots do not understand why it should have a life of deprivation because I do not have it! But I will create is the point.
The point is I do not understand, do not understand why something really to enjoy the refusal, I want a cigarette and not smoke, I like the type that 'pig in the world are paid and the denial.
not end for months and not tell me that this is because today I shaved my ass so they can lick it as it should, or just to know it is there .. so anything done in the end, I know, I'm an idiot.
I spent the day doing nothing, if not to format the pc to sixty times, just because he did not want to work, only to discover after you reinstall everything flawlessly that the problem had not resolved at all, I ate ice cream and chocolate and I was on the couch and listen to good music while the sun of an unusual Milan through the door window of my living room.
Yesterday I went to the final plastic part and I was surprised, did not expect to find a healthy environment, a place where people go to dance and not to find the usual "stuck" in the evening, a local who lives in his genuine smoke and no fire.
I like to see people who emphasizes his character with the stiletto heels, people who are prepared with some real "Disguises" to play their character at least for one night, raving a virtual reality of their own, interesting to understand I would say almost mystical. Each
outlines his game, his dress singing songs loudly trash, but maybe that's the beauty.
Easter is passed quickly, I did not even know or rmai but this game I know is that shit when I work in a company that has no real holidays except those I create myself (... .. ).
I really like writing for a while, inevitably I need an outlet, this last sentence is passed to fly, but seems to have closed a cycle and it has opened another, not even so much as please.
Tomorrow I have an eye examination, I am afraid of my imperfections, and it bothers me to know that sometimes there is something wrong, so tonight I decided to punish me and stay at home.
E 'that's the point I do not know why I punish. Why I avoid because they do not lunge, because without me, I would feel like a cigarette and call a pretty good little chap to say: Hey I come here tonight and do it now because I feel inside.
But I'm a jerk, and oh we are in spring and I grow.
Shit, I fucking need to know if you do, if you private. . ..

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

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relive those brief moments ... IMMI

Hours Weeks, months and years here ... I count the days ... What I'm with you!
Illusions ... no give and take as long as you can. While it lasts! Conditions never chained a life ... can not ... So ... No more wings are here!
I only learned to be alone ... know how to cook an egg. So clean and press, I! Here I am here! But how bitter the truth ... Now! It 'so nice too ... I am convinced that that is good ... And then I die and you, where are you! Do you believe ghosts have ghosts, you ... restless souls. Seines. Buried ghosts of loves that ... relive those few moments! No, like a ghost, I will. I'll try to smile even if you come back, ghost in the night ... I will not follow me! Not crazy! 's over! Go away!
We are not ghosts! It shadows of lovers!
Awake ... I want to stay awake as long as you make the mistake of coming back here! You'll see , exhausted every resource you change your mind ... ... your empty! You will be looking for here ... well ... you lost that enthusiasm Poor deluded! You'll find the door closed ... oh! Yes! We are not ghosts, no! ... We are not ghosts or shadows of love, oh, no ! It shadows of lovers ... We're not ghosts!
No no no

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

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RUAH

I'm tired of people that this is how shit
of the people who dodges, the Internet,
credit card, globalization, this universal fucking English.
People have lost the habits, origins, character, direction.
do not know if this world is fair, I do not know if the turn that we are taking is correct.
one time it was different, a time not won one million euros for television programs and various countries in Africa and one died of hunger and thirst, In Angola 36% of children during the civil war that has lasted decades , accompanied or delivered aid to soldiers and 7% have fired someone. In Cambodia in the 80s 20% of injuries from acts of war were children between 10 and 14 years. At one time there were no say fags and pacs and yet still living and dying of AIDS, as now, only that it tells and yet still has not found a way to stop that fucking disease.
do not know if homosexuality is wrong yet, I tell myself everyday that if the world I owe to a father and a mother heterosexual but just after three seconds, then I wonder why are the world and that, if any, perhaps there is a reason.
do not know if the clergy really bring benefit to a country like ours, but I'm sure that the same rule the country before any president right or left to be and that the Church, it sucks, it was not that of the Catechism that every day from attending infant.
Things have changed, people often do not run and you look more 'eyes, has lost the light, reason, senses, and the estimate for the individual himself.
I think that sucks up to 30 years ago, the death penalty was liberalized in France, but still scares me that maybe in the future my son will be raped and killed by a moron that after several years with the pardon would return to kill, maybe I would have killed it myself because people (and in that case too) wants justice.
I'm tired of having a corrupt government, elections rigged to a severance pay that I do not know tomorrow where it will end up, I'm tired of working without knowing whether tomorrow will I get fruit substantial and legitimate.
me like shit thinking that a man can be killed for a game of football, it makes me even more 'sick to think of people who bloodily beat a man while the latter begs mercy, because mercy is doing its work to bring feed her children to her family.
The world is deaf and it scares me, I like to think more in a hug and I want you all to watch this movie, because you can talk, express yourself so that you can leave a message if you're like me.
All obstacles are opportunities to improve our condition, not Step on it.
so intelligent, at least as stupid! = The man.
Hug
in Milan as anywhere else in the world if you are not conspiratorial perforza you must leave your embrace and your comment.

Saturday, March 17, 2007

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AN EVENING OF FIVE

ANOTHER, even this was not the right one.
I WOULD WANT A KISS IN THIS MOMENT,
a warm but more important than ever caress.
Instead I called Lorenzo, I entered the final round T-shirt and I'm going to glitter.
do not know if this is the life I want, life without you.
But inevitably I am living, so I know that sooner or later there will be, next to me then and only then I will put your t-shirt will keep you smiling while.
Fabrizio.