Thursday, August 26, 2010

There Are Two Black Spots On My Lcd

craving. Mother love


I was in bed, listening to the silence with the lights out and when I tried to reason with the last neurons that I have stayed in my head.

I received an SMS from a friend, to whom I said I was in the dark to head up and he said alarm: What's going on, something is wrong?!

No, there's nothing wrong, simply I wanted of hanging in the dark and to reflect, never happens to you?!?.

In my apartment there is a restaurant, I like to close the light of the bedroom, throwing myself on my bed and listen to what people talk is a bit 'shines after dinner, you will discover many interesting things .

I am on the third floor so now that it's muggy in that week in Milan have the possibility to have some 'of breeze that caresses my skin.

Better get up and do dishes.

Tonight was little, I ate at McDonalds came out of work.

I happen to leave her job and having strange cravings by having to meet, often cooking, cover the food is delicious.

I still live alone, Haim I have not found the right person or maybe I had found it and have made me run away, is truly a question that I could not answer.

back to me, tonight I wanted to cuddle, crap on crap and not having someone waiting for me at home, I thought, why not?!.

I started smoking, was not touched by November 2009 that cigarette is not just nine months have passed, a birth.

not kindle a cigarette as I write this now even if a bit 'of thoughts here and there, it would take two shots but I always try to contain me.

Back in town after the holidays I find it beautiful.

It 's like to return to their habits that disgust you if you do not gratify.

I would not make it to live in a lifetime holiday, and do not understand why this should be taken for a madman when the road (as though being well) often mention the desire for nostalgia home.

here I have my feelings, my plants, my computer now that I can not say no.

Rather missing from this blog practically for centuries, but like all the kids who are discovering new games, Facebook has captured almost all the energy I had left.

You know what? It is on a roll.

I am 26 years old, I have a sore throat crazy, me being out the last wisdom tooth, but especially in the gym before the holidays, I hit a pad placed under a vertebra.

are practically full of anti-inflammatory, I take a lot and I think that next month will obviate surgical pain.

destiny is now, every year there must be a surgery to my body, is the science / medicine that probably needs me.

The job goes to great instead.

Sometimes I wonder why this should be good, so good.

Sometimes I say: you deserve Fabrizio, you have produced and now collects them.

I strongly believe in meritocracy, but also in the countless blows ass.

are needed and how.

are in front of the dining room table and the front doors are open.

I have a pea in the wind is really hot .. the last time my neighbor caught me almost throw and continued to ask me questions, thank God I found out later that although the balcony on which to my room did not wear contact lenses, and then did not see my member.

I am optimistic for this year, I think there will be big news.

First, should I choose a place where I wanted to work with not just settle for my day job.

I think January 1 is not the month in which budgets are made, they are all bullshit since the season is already underway.

month in which change is just that, in September.

The city is repopulated and start the new season that often defines the best of all commitments which will take place later this year.

I still thought of taking a puppy, I want to love, give love and if not I find a man maybe we should try to give a swab to look after.

I feel so great, so grown up now ..

I was in love with a boy, I knew that the least powerful infatuation in life is not true that only happens once.

When I think back to my ex with whom I was four years, I think it was important to love him, since nothing beats any animal like someone singing.

Then came this guy who has not paid me and then I'm still alone.

Patience, I take everything with philosophy now .. the rest I do not own a hurry and I am convinced that the content does not lead to anything but a momentary pleasures that then go out.

So when I want to fuck I have no problems, I do, then hello, who else saw when viewed, on the other hand I am also active when they are on their knees to make a blow job because you decide you keep the man from the ball.

No matter what you do, the sexual act itself is all about the head, has your head, your feelings, whatever you want and you're having this theory that led me to understand that between active and passive there is no difference.

purpose just now, I do what I want with the role I want, then I light up a cigarette and goodbye, will not see you.

I went down to Calabria in the summer, I saw magic places after two years of absence.

The roots are not forgotten, allow you to remember who you are.

I saw old friends, those people that once transferred, you can find little in life but know I am with you always.

I have a rather special relationship with my friends, is my character.

do not like to hear them call and do not even love to see them often, I think true friendship is the feeling that goes beyond everything, beyond the desire to touch the material.

If you have a lot of material type, I love kissing and hugging my friends (sometimes I can be misunderstood) but what I like to know more and that there are no matter what.

not see them for days and know that once you meet again, nothing has changed and we can pick up where we left off, I know it's a thought "rather strange" but I think it can be shared with some effort.

me if I really am fond of reliable, as long as they love to be able to receive and I understand that people are "giving" selflessly in the face is not friendship, and if not disappear entirely.

We believe that I will light a cigarette now, I'm still listening to people who eat at the restaurant, laughing.

It 'nice to hear people laugh, this city is often too serious and I do not understand why, maybe people are too dedicated to working with the productivity and forget the individual himself, sometimes you forget well themselves, evil.

flailing my back even if I stand still but I'm really ill, but did not say that the gym did well!?.

22:51 These are the people on my Facebook lively discussions among themselves, I am not speaking and laughing I am delighted, I love that you can trade ideas and concepts without my intervention, I think something very constructive.

I feel bound to any of them, do not know them personally all those people, yet each has its own head, their interests and this is very exciting.

I am fond of reading, I admire them very often.

Summer is drawing to a close, I actually can not wait to solve my health problems and get back to doing my two thousand things a day, I do not like to sit still, I feel useless.

I take from my mother, oh God with age has left to go but I remember as a young man left the house at 7 am and returned to 22/23 in the evening.

My mother is a classic woman who raised two children alone, with two big balls and hard as a house.

Sometimes when I say they look like her are welcomed, even those who do not know can not be estimated, has that air of life, that attitude of living that I love.

I like independent people, people working, living alone practically forever, which have their independence, and letterheads that they know you have to queue at the bank, rather than mechanical.

Maybe that's why I'm alone, have become extinct.

selfless people I like, but very individual because I believe that the personal satisfaction of knowing how to bring the benefit to be also among the others.

It's late, I light my cigarette, but seriously I have to find something to turn it on, I had done away with any form of lighter from my apartment.

Soon I will go to bed, alone .. like 6 years now now, but life, my life and I honestly think they are not only still I feel like it.

I thought enough tonight.

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